Comer Rezar y Amar (part1)

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. 

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. 

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life ..." 
 
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"La gente piensa que el alma gemela es alguien que se amolda perfectamente a uno, y a lo que todos quieren. Sin embargo, una verdadera alma gemela es un espejo, la persona que te muestra todo lo que te detiene, la persona que hace que te prestes atención para que puedas cambiar tu vida.

Una verdadera alma gemela es probablemente la persona más importante que jamás hayas conocido, ya que derriba las paredes y te hace despertar. Pero vivir con un alma gemela para siempre? Nah. Es demasiado doloroso. Las almas gemelas, entran en tu vida sólo para revelarte otra capa de ti misma, y luego se van.

El propósito del alma gemela es sacudirte, desgarrar tu ego un poco, mostrarte tus obstáculos y tus adicciones, romper tu corazón y dejarlo abierto para que luz nueva puede entrar, te hacen tan desesperada y fuera de control que tienes que transformar tu vida ... " 
 
 
"I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me."
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"Estoy aquí. Te amo. No me importa si necesitas estar levantado llorando toda la noche, me quedaré contigo. No hay nada que puedas hacer para perder mi amor. Te protegeré hasta la muerte , y hasta después de tu muerte todavía te protegeré. Soy más fuerte que la depresión y soy más valiente que la soledad y nada hará que me canse de hacerlo. "
 
 
"Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it."
*"La felicidad es la consecuencia del esfuerzo personal. Tienes que luchar por ella, esforzarte por ella, insistir en ella, y a veces incluso irte de viaje por todo el mundo en busca de ella. Tienes que participar sin tregua en las manifestaciones de sus propias bendiciones. Y una vez que hayas alcanzado un estado de felicidad, nunca debes ser floja en mantenerla. Y debes hacer un esfuerzo grande para seguir nadando hacia arriba en la felicidad para siempre, para mantenerte a flote en la parte más alta de ella. "
 
 
"When I get lonely these days, I think: So BE lonely!. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience. But never again use another person's body or emotions as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings."
*"Cuando me siento sola en estos días, pienso: Entonces siéntete sola! Conoce tu camino en la soledad. Hace un mapa de ella. siéntate con ella, por una vez en la vida. Bienvenida a la experiencia humana, pero nunca más uses a otro cuerpo de otra persona o a sus emociones como un poste de rasguño de tus propios anhelos incumplidos. "
 
 
"L'amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle. 
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The love that moves the sun and the other stars."
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El amor que mueve el sol y las estrellas


"There’s a crack in everyone…that’s how the light of God gets in ." 
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"Hay una grieta en todo el mundo ... así es como la luz de Dios entra."
　

"Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions." 
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"Tus emociones son los esclavos de tus pensamientos, y tú eres el esclavo de tus emociones."


"I think I deserve something beautiful." 
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"Creo que me merezco algo hermoso."


"There is so much about my fate that I cannot control, but other things do fall under the jurisdiction. I can decide how I spend my time, whom I interact with, whom I share my body and life and money and energy with. I can select what I can read and eat and study. I can choose how I'm going to regard unfortunate circumstances in my life-whether I will see them as curses or opportunities. I can choose my words and the tone of voice in which I speak to others. And most of all, I can choose my thoughts."
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"Hay tanto de mi destino que no puedo controlar, pero hay otras cosas que si entran en la jurisdicción. Yo puedo decidir como me paso el tiempo, con quien quiero interactuar, con quien comparto mi cuerpo, mi vida, mi dinero y mi energía. Yo puedo seleccionar lo que quiero leer, comer y estudiar. Puedo elegir cómo voy a considerar circunstancias desafortunadas en mi vida, si decido verlas como maldiciones u oportunidades. Puedo elegir mis palabras y el tono de voz con el que me referiré a otros. Y sobre todo, puedo elegir mis pensamientos. "

A Girl Can Dream

Debería vivir sola.

¿Qué tan difícil sería elegir un país al azar?, algo así cómo darle unas vueltas al globo terráqueo y poner el dedo en algún manchón que parezca atractivo bajo la rotación.

No es cómo si fuera la primera vez que alguien actúa sin un plan, sin pensar, a tientas.

¿Qué podría salir mal?...¿todo o nada tal vez?. Hacer suposiciones me enferma, es una costumbre adquirida que quisiera no tener.

Supongo que el primer paso es conseguir un globo terráqueo ~

Why? .....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nd-2EkA4LgI&NR=1


Was there anything I could have said or done.
Oh, I had no clue you were masking a troubled soul.
God only knows what went wrong.
And why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song.

Not Anymore =)

Here’s to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend”, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance.We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn’t treat us the way we should be treated. Here’s for the ones who did their hair and make up & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder “what if”. This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn’t mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “things were going too fast, he needs time.” Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I told you so.” The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here’s for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here’s for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here’s for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt. Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When ‘your song’ comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to. One day you’ll find a guy who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It’s going to hurt like crap, & it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love.. only to get hurt all over again.

La vida es Más compleja de lo que parece ~ Jorge Drexler

El velo semitransparente
del desasosiego
un día se vino a instalar
entre el mundo y mis ojos...

Yo estaba empeñado en no ver
lo que ví, pero a veces
la vida es más compleja de
lo que parece...

Pensaste que me iba a quebrar
y subiste tu apuesta,
me hiciste sentir el sabor
de mi propia cocina...

Volví a creer que se tiene
lo que se merece,
la vida es más compleja de
lo que parece...

Todas las versiones
encuentran sitio en mi mesa...
Todas mis canciones
por una sola certeza.


No quiero que lleves de mi
nada que no te marque.
El tiempo dirá si al final
nos valió lo dolido...

Perderme, por lo que yo ví
te rejuvenece,
la vida es más compleja de
lo que parece...

Mejor, o peor, cada cual
seguirá su camino...
Cuánto te quise, quizás,
seguirás sin saberlo...

Lo que dolería por siempre,
ya se desvanece,
la vida es más compleja de
lo que parece...

Changes =)

Strange how your whole world can change .. because you live and learn =)

finally .. I'll be able to face the world with a lot more courage than most of the people aroud me =)

I have everything I need :) The hope of a life full with love :) ..

Lucky girl.. It was your turn to be happy right ? =)

I'm a Bitch

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Chorus

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

Chorus

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way